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2000-05-16 - 9:01:05 pm
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Why?
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•Tuesday•
Ever felt like you wanted to cry but not even sure why? I feel just like that right now. I can even feel the tears well up. I can't cry though cuz Bryan's right here. I'll probably end up going on the bathroom and crying in there. Still not even sure why I feel like this. If I didn't wanna watch DBZ (yeah I know that's lame) I'd go to bed right now. Its just this weird feeling that comes over you. Sometimes I can see it. Almost the way I see sleep. I must be crazy but I DO see sleep. Its like a wave that I see even with my eyes open. I even woke my mom up one night to ask if she sees it too. *sigh* Of course she said no. When I get depressed though, I feel warm. My face feels totally flushed and my eyes just start to water for no good reason. Then I have to haul ass to the bathroom or in another room so no one sees.You know what's kewl though? Looking through tears when you cry. Looking down at the ground. Especially if you're walking outside.
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