Kat was here again today. She's actually talking to us. Heard her telling someone that she had to move out to save her sanity. Um yeah. She acted like nothing happened. Like we were all friends. She does that all the frickin time. Just tired of it. I'm not really depressed but right now I'm tired of everything. Still sorta wish I at least knew more people here to hang out with. I mean just hang out. Go to mall even if we don't shop but go anyway. Or the park you know. Anyway, it doesn't matter. I honestly feel that I'm destined to be alone. Its ok though. I'm getting used to it. I'm getting into poetry again and I go to the park on my off days. Walked all the way over to Marine Park last tuesday. That was pretty kewl. Only thing that really hurts is when you see kids in the streets hanging out. All happy yanno. I miss being able to just hang out with Risa.