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2000-05-18 - 7:41:39 pm
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I admit
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•Thursday•
You know how admitting something is the first step to recovery? Well I admit ... I have a shopping complex. It hits more when I'm a little depressed. It doesn't even have to be anything that great. *sigh* Its a bad habit. I'm not even sure I felt sad today but I did. I had to get out of the house. Walked to the art supplies store to see if they had wooden beads. They didn't. Thought that little walk would've done it. Wrong. Soon after I came back I wanted to go out again. Sooooo I decided at first to walk all the way to Marine Park. After walking just a few blocks it started getting colder. I had nothing else but a small white tee and cargos on. No way I would've made it to the park and back. Not without freezing anyway. Made a detour to the mall instead. Chanting to myself that I wouldn't buy anything. That I would only check at Spencer's for those wooden beads I want. It was like a magnetic pull to Walden's Books. I knew I had at least $20. Bought a Poe book. Ran up stairs to Old Navy. Had to FIGHT the temptation to pick up a couple ringers. I mean I could've bought 'em but I need cash for tomorrow and I wont get paid for a couple days or so. Gosh, I sound so shallow talking about nothing but shopping. *shrugs* I'll get over it.Its storming so hard outside. I mean major thunder and lightning. They said there might even be hail. Totally sucks. So much for doing laundry tonight. *mumbles* I knew I should've bought those tees .... so sure I don't have anything to wear tomorrow. Josie called me today. Said she missed me at yoga. How can I tell her that my moronic family thinks that yoga is *rolls his eyes* evil? I'm going next week though. Damnit I'm 20 ok. If I wanna go I'll go. They don't even chant of anything. The workout is really good. I have a meeting set up with Josie tomorrow at 3. We'll go over the design concepts. I want to find a way to ask her if that hot guy was there again but how?
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