•Wednesday•
You know how I say my life's like totally boring? Ok it IS but today was weird. I sent everyone this business email today. Just to explain my feelings pretty much. It was s'posed to be like ONE paragraph. Before I knew it I was writing things I didn't even know I felt. Kat comes over just before I got to send it but I get it done and *click* "...your message has been sent". I felt totally satisfied. I copied some files for Kat and she left. I was watching "Never Been Kissed" when mom called me. Crying."I need you to do me a favor."
"What? Are you ok?"
"I need you to spend the night over at Kat's."
"No way. Why?"
"Please ... just do it for me."
"What are you talking about? I'm not going over there."
"Please ... you can come back tomorrow."
"Listen ... I like staying here. I'm not just going over there like that. We barely even get along."
"Then go over for the day at least."
"Are you ok? What's wrong?"
"Just go ok. I told her to pick you up."
"......... K. I love you."
"Love you too."
*click*
So I started to worry. I mean what could've happened? Did she get those results back and its bad? I tried not to worry. I felt a headache coming over me. Not like you just feel the trobbing. Sometimes I can feel headaches and things like that behind me. Like its breathing over my back. Following me everywhere I go. Yeah ... I know I'm weird.
Kat comes back and tells me to pack. I'm like....
"What's going on?"
"I'll tell you when we get to my house."
"Well I'm not just leaving like that."
She got some of my clothes. I told her I wasn't sleeping over there. I changed and left with her. It was just crazy. Anyway I went to her place to hang out for a while. I sooo couldnt live there. They have hampsters though so that was kewl. Gosh ... listen to me... I sound like I'm 7.
It turns out that they read my email wrong. In it I mentioned something about Jumping off the World Trade Center tower or something. They thought I really wanted to kill myself. I mean sure my weekend sucked .... but not THAT much. Anyway I hung out for a while. Kat's roomies are kewl. Talked to Kat for a good while. Told her she needs to work out this whole thing with Bryan. Its the right thing to do. Then I caught a cab home. I cant believe them though. I planned on doing some drawings today to finish up my webby. Now I have to do 'em tomorrow. *sigh*
Ever had someone who only NEEDED you at certain times? Jared's like that. You're talking to him on Yahoo Messenger ... he starts spacing out on you. Then when he has a crisis, he NEEDS you. He'd leave me like five offlines. I just get so sick of that sometimes. I hate people only needing me by convenience.
