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2001-12-13 - 12:41:18 Always Stuck At 'Start'
Thursday

Just what I was talking about earlier. I messaged Aaron maybe two hours ago.

aaron** (12:23:21 AM): hey, Justin told me u aimed me b4
wingdboi (12:23:34 AM): just said hey :)

I thought I was mended. I was wrong. Maybe a part of me didn't expect them to still be together. Or maybe I just hoped they weren't. Not to get back with him or anything. But ... be level. I'm never the one to move on. I'm always the one stuck on the same square. At 'START'. While everybody's been around the board and collected their $200. He was just so indecisive with me, y'know. But obviously not about Justin.

It's like hearing someone say that they're not sure they want to be in a relationship.

And then the next thing you see is the same person walking down the street with their lover. So why not just say, "I don't want to be in a relationship with you"?

It just sucks that I can never be on the same level. I'm always the one left there like a wounded animal at the side of the road.

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