I have an amazing life. I swear I should have my own soap opera.

My phone rang last night. I have to say it like that cuz I don't have many people calling me on my cell. It was Bryan. He wants a loan. *eyes go wide* As in .... money. I know.

I'm trying to get an apartment. I have to live on just the 2 grand until I get more work and he wants a loan. Amazing. Of course ... I can't say no. I can't. I've been staying at his place ... rent free for like 2 months. I gave him 200 bucks a couple weeks ago. Me and Normie thought it could help out with bills and whatever else. I barely eat there anymore. I usually leave the office late anyway so I just get a snack when I get home. Its not even home. Its just 'the place that I live fer now'.

He called me a while ago to see if he could get the money today. *rolls eyes* Amazing. I called up Normie.

"I can't fuckin believe this."

I don't think I've ever heard her say the word 'fuck' before. It was actually refreshing. I hope now she realizes that I need to get the hell out of there. Like NOW. I mean ... I just need an apartment. The minute I find a place ... Jake writes out the check to pay for the place. moving of course will be done in one car trip. I only have clothes and like CD's. Stuff like that. Not like I have furniture or anything.

Hell ... I dont even care if I have to sit on milk crates for a while. It'll be MY apartment. I could shower when I frickin want to. *thinks for minute* .... Ok .. milk crates and a phone line so I could get online. Hmmm ... ok ... milk crates, a laptop and a phone line. Oh and indoor plumbing. *makes a face and leans his head to one side* .... They don't have outhouses in the city do they?

I just can't believe him. I have no idea what the hell he's doing with the money but he makes it sound like he owes a loan shark or something. *sigh* Humans are amazing creatures.

Do you have any idea how great it felt to wake up this morning with NOBODY in the apartment to bug me? To take a long shower? No one waiting outside the door to use the bathroom. No " oooh ... Angel Boi .... I need to peeeeee" ... coming from Ro.

It felt sooooo good.

Only thing that sorta spoiled it was Eric not having any milk. I had a salad for breakfast. you heard me. Salad *grin*. I had a bagel and grape juice when I got to the office.