My eyes are tired. They shouldn't be since they were closed most of the day. Yup, another day of pretty much just sleeping. I realize that I'm at risk of becoming one half of that couple I usually hate. I also realize that I'm at risk of becoming that annoying friend everyone has. The one who's dating and can't shut up about the guy when talking to single friends. So I try not to ramble on and on about Ross ... or even about any plans.

That's the tricky part about having my diary online though. After my last update, a several people messaged me. Congratulating me on dating Ross. Right away, I thought about Illara when she made that comment about online diarists being celebrities of a different version of reality programming. So, Husani has become one of view people I feel good enough rambling on about Ross with because he's in a relationship.

Still no idea what I'm doing for New Year's eve. I thought about going to Times Square but ...hmm ... now I don't think it's a good idea. Not the way things are right now. Being in a crowd that big ... in the middle of New York City. Uh, just not such a great idea right now.