•Tuesday•
It's good to be back home. I left Amber's around 4:30 and got home around 5. It's such a good feeling to a door and everything's warm and familiar.
I got everything I needed to do around 1. I felt totally drained after. Stuff like HTML and designing logos and stuff ... are draining to me. Most times when I'm done ... brain just sorta closes out of 'work' mode. My concentration is pretty much shot. Ask me any question that's remotely deep and I'll do nothing but turn blonde.
Amber was off and was bugging me to go out for a while. People don't understand that when you're in the zone ... you don't move. You don't eat and if you do it has to be something that's instant or just something to snack on. You don't even breathe. You don't answer the phone. You have to time for trivial things like that.
The second I was done and sent the emails out ... I showered and we went out. Amber has a friend who's having a baby shower soon so we went to Lechter's.
"Hey ... Banana Republic was having a sale the other day. They had some great pants for like 10 bucks. We should go," said Amber.
All I needed to hear was the word 'sale'. After checking a couple other stores and getting some candy ... we headed to BR.
"Of all the things they had ... you had to get the only thing that was probably fat free," said Amber.
"Oh yeah ... gummi bears are fat free aren't they?" I laughed. "I never even think about stuff like that. I just eat."
"And you're still so friggin thin."
The weird thing is ... since I moved to New York ... I find I eat less candy. Which is weird cuz it's everywhere here and probably the only thing that's cheap here too hehe.
BR had some great stuff on sale. We didn't find the pants that were 10 buckeys. Not in my size anyway. I got a cool shirt though. I don't usually try stuff on but I tried the shirt on and got it. There was this cute blond guy looking over at me while Amber and I were browsing through stuff. I looked back over and sorta smiled. He sorta smiled back and then I said "blah" to myself and walked away. I did point him out to Amber though.
"Angel Boi, he looks like he's in highschool."
"And I don't?" I smiled.
I glanced over and saw him looking at me while Amber and I stood at the checkout counter. I figured if he couldn't do anything else but stare ... he wasn't worth the effort. Plus ... I'm in my 'Tori Amos rules! Guys suck!' mood. Been in it all weekend. I keep downloading more and more Tori songs too.
Anyway .. so we left Banana Republic and got some fruit before heading home. Well .. we stopped at GAP just before going home. They had some cool stuff on clearance. We got back to the apartment and I packed my stuff. I didn't want to really have to put up with rush hour. Plus those guys from the New Jersey chat room planned on hanging out again tonight. I wanted to go.
I would've gone but my stomach felt a little upset when I got home. I took some Pepto and just watched a little TV. The whole day was pretty cool and I'm glad I'm home.