Wow.

It's been so long.

I've been really busy. Honest.

And then Bryan did some crap to the zip drive and the 'puter spazzed out.

Where do I start though?

.... Guess where I left off. I think I was sleep deprived and having .... *flash back begins* ... a nervous breakdown. *wavy flash back-type lines*

I went to Jake's office pretty late two days after my last entry. My birthday.

I agreed to meet this guy I chatted with online at the mall that same day. Two guys actually. *thinks* ... Well ... 3 if you count James. But I already know him.

Anyway ... since this is a full-scale update in one quick entry while I'm at Jake's office I'll put it in bulleted form.

• Met the guy at the mall.

• Drove out to the park I go to all the time.

• His car was a little embarrassing.

• He kissed me *blah*

• It sucked. (sorry if he read that)

• I'm an 11 on a scale from 1 to 10.

• He was a 4 *makes a face*

• I pushed him off and said I barely know him.

• I explain that we can only be friends and that'll never happen again.

Anyway ...I back to the mall to get this shirt I wanted cuz I was going out with James later that night. I called Dan (this Russian guy) before I even went to the mall. We were s'posed to meet up for lunch. He was waiting at home for the cable man or something.

So I call the moron back when I get back from the mall and he's not there. Dork.

*laughs* Ever opened your eyes during a kiss? And just sorta stare at the person? Not even really kissing ... just staring. Some guys look really cute. Some ..... look goofy. Wrinkles in their forehead .. like they're about to orgasm or something. Well the '4' looked like that second one.

Moving along. I showered and got ready to go into the city. I think I mentioned that I had this hideous rash on my face. Well with Stridex and praying 24/7 it cleared up like the day before my birthday. *goes Valley blonde* ... So I basically had perfect skin again.

Haning out with James again was pretty kewl. At first I was pissed. We decided to meet up at ESPN Zone in Times square. He was LATE! Aaaaand it was raining. I waited like almost an hour. Gritting my teeth and thinking of ways to kill him.

We had dinner and then caught Charlie's Angels. We were gonna go hang out in the Village ... but he thought I didn't want to .... I thought he didn't want to. That sorta thing. It was kewl though. My birthday didn't crap out fer once. *big stupid grin*

I got home around 3. Which I hate ... cuz I have to wake everybody up. Seeing that I don't have keys. *rolls eyes*

That brings me to my apartment hunt. Going on now. Well .... *laces up combat boots* ... I get serious .... *ties a headband around his head* ..... this week. *deep, piercing eyes* ... It is time.

Seriously. I'm going crazy there now. I'm spending tonight and tomorrow night at Eric's.