I'm tired of being so broken all the time. And not being able to mend myself. Or not having what I feel I need to be mended. Or not having ...period.
I've been a little selfish lately but I feel it's important. I'm no one's savior and it's time I stop giving people the impression I am. or I can be. I can't save you. I can't even save myself. I can't be around someone who's sad when sadness is the thing I'm trying to escape. I can't be around someone whose sadness doesn't fade in sleep like mine often does. It sounds selfish and mean, I know. But I need to save myself. Be my own savior.