•Tuesday•I have a salon appointment tomorrow and I'm actually nervous about it. I always get nervous for salon and dental appointments equally. Because I believe that both hair stylists and dentists can be very condescending. They both expect you to be near perfect. Have good teeth and hair. Doctor's appointments I could care less about. Everyone gets sick and since I always have clean underwear ... I'm all set.
I'm talking on Yahoo! with my buddy, Donnie and for the first time really I'm able to ramble on and on about Gary for as long as I want to without feeling bad about it. A lot of my friends whether they're aware or not make me feel guilty talking about him. I've heard a few times "at least you're dating" or "well, you have Gary" and it bums me out so I've stopped. Or at least I've tried to. But with Donnie it's no holds barred I guess because he's dating too. And so we've been trading stories about the men we're seeing. Talking about boys and video games.