I called Husani a while ago. I just sorta needed to hear someone else tell me I wouldn't be an idiot to ask. I'd call Amber but she's at work. I'm sooooo nervous right now and I haven't even showered yet. I figure I'd leave here around 10. Ten is when whatever they're having tonight's supposed to start. I'm not even sure if he's working tonight. With my luck ... he's not.

Yesterday Amber was like "You should call the bar and see if he's working."

"Eeeeww ... no. That's like almost stalking," I told her.

I could never do that. I'm not that desperate. Hell ... I haven't even called Navy boy yet.

Ugh!

I just feel so weird. I never ask a guy out. It's always the other way around.

Blah! I'm gonna go for a walk or something to calm down. What the hell am I getting so worked up anyway? It's not like I'm asking him out on a d-a-a-a-ate! Oy!

I'm gonna go now.