•Saturday•
I didn't know it could feel like this
I didn't know the hurt
And I try to explain to myself
But I can't find no word
So I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I'll cry about it
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind
Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear
I didn't know it could be like this
I didn't know it could go so far
And I try to reveal the part of me
But you can't find no scar
And I lie about it
And I tell 'em I'm feeling fine
And I cry about it
Hoping tomorrow will change my mind
Happiness has come to this
And God, it's such a heavy burden to bear
'Happiness' by Abra Moore. That song just honestly reflects how I feel ... a lot. Minus the crying part. Not now anyway. Sometimes I think I'd feel a hell of a lot better if I could actually have tears fall. Not just build up ... but ... fall. Fall.