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2001-09-02 - 5:04:05 pm Hate Mail & Sky-Rocketing Stats: The Clix! Drama
Sunday

Ironic. My hits have pretty much tripled. Not because I ranked #1 at Clix! but because of this entry. I checked my stats a while ago and almost all my referrals were from that same Skyscraper journal. It's funny. I even got hate mail yesterday about that and I don't even hate the girl. I read her journal sometimes and I think it's pretty cool. I even vote for her every time I read it. I really like Michelle's, though. It's beautiful and I like her writing. Funny part with this Skyscraper thing is ... people read my entry the wrong way and now people are pissed off and I'm apparently a cheater.

I mean ... damn. Does it really matter that much? Huh? Does it? They're not even handing out awards or giving a cash prize. Do you need an audience that much? I personally don't care if anyone reads my diary or not. Since .. it is ... my diary. I don't beg people to sign my guestbook. I don't ask you to email me. I don't beg for anyone to vote for the stupid thing. I only signed up for fun and now I'm caught up in this whole big ... I dunno ... diary soap opera now. The first night I signed up ... I was like ... "Wow .. this is pretty cool" and I was shocked that within a half hour ... I moved from nowhere near in the rankings ... to the top 50. Within a day or so ... I was in the top 20 ... then the top 10.

I just don't get what the big deal is. I chat with some of the people on there (like: ken, kimmy-bear, shannon) and I make sure to vote for them every chance I get. I just ... honesly don't see why people get so bent out of shape over it though. I wouldn't be a 'cheater' if I ranked #250.

Yes, it's cool when I get email from people saying that they like my writing or they connected with something I said. And it's cool to tell Husani "Oh, cool. A fan just messaged me" and smile. But ... why I still breathe and wake up tomorrow if no one does? Or if I drop to the very last of Clix!? I sure as hell hope so. And if not ... then I better go buy my groceries and do my laundry so I'd have clean underwear.

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