I'm so tired of being sad so often. I'm tired of a lot of things right now but especially that. I blogged a little about it earlier. I hate when people lie and pull that whole routine ... "No you wont be single forever, Angelboi. You're cute!" Just be honest. It really doesn't help me. Tell me to stock up on lot of cookie dough because I'll need it to pig out when I'm alone and crying.

My body feels limp and sorta hollow. It's taking a while to even write this entry. That's not like me. I keep stopping and lying back on my bed, staring up at the ceiling.

I just did it again. I'm going to bed early tonight. I say that all the time but I mean it tonight. I'm listening to 'Fragile' by Sting. And that's exactly how I feel right now. I already told myself that crying doesn't help so I'm trying not to. Doesn't matter.