I messaged Aaron earlier tonight. Last night, Rudy said I should talk to him if I wanted. He was right. I wanted to, so I put his screenname back on my buddylist and when he got online, I said hi. And when he replied with, "Hi. How are you doing?" I knew that if I never spoke to him again, it would be ok. We talked for a couple minutes, then he said he had to get offline for a bit.

Today was ok. Mark needs the rent because he's closing on the apartment or something. I feel shitty that it still hasn't been paid. I hate that! I saw Norm this morning for a bit then went over to Eric's. And was there pretty much the rest of the day. They're trying to work on a way to get me to stay in the country. I left there around 4:30 or so and went over to Union Square. No one answered the buzzer at Husani's office, so I left and came home. I always feel weird and off-balance when no one's there. Especially when it's as early as it was. Because it's like, "What now?" I don't really have anyone else to hang out with so I just come home. Rudy was supposed to be in the city but had some date or something.

I got an email yesterday from that company that screwed me over with the logo I did for them. They want me to design another one. I haven't replied to the email yet. I don't even know what to say. Actually, I do. It just wouldn't be appropriate. Hmmm ... but then again, neither was the suggested fee. I want to reply with:

"Hi,

Don't take this personal, but ... fuck you!

Best regards

~Angel Boi"

And I'd seriously consider it if people I now care about weren't involved. Humans are amazing. I mean, when she emailed me last week and told me how much everybody loved the logos and how great the show was, basically she was telling me how hard she was fucking me over. Telling me to go out and buy more KY jelly because I'll need it. So fuck that! I'll email her later today and tell her I'm too busy right now to work on them. I'm not about to burn any bridges. And telling her that is a good enough slap in the face since it's a pretty big company. It's literally telling a huge celebrity, "Sorry, I really don't have time to kiss your ass right now. I'm busy with other projects."

Tomorrow I have to figure out how to get my frickin rent paid! The weird thing is, I get paid tomorrow and it's more than enough to cover my rent. But things are sorta complicated. I have to figure something out though.