•Saturday•
Must ... have ... minidisc player. I seriously want that thing. The only thing I really want for Christmas. I might be able to afford it, depending how things go next week. Ross thinks I'm insane to get a minidisc player (damn cocky iPod guy ... blah hehe). A lot of people think I am. Everyone's telling me I should get an MP3 player. I still like the idea of being able to record from almost anything and have the discs. Something about collecting colored minidiscs that seems cooler to me than having music on an MP3 player and then having to swap songs. You have load and unload the songs you want to listen to. That's why I like the discs. And then there's the whole virtually shock-resistant thing that I love. So ... yah, I'm getting that.
I was going to see 'Not Another Teen Movie' earlier. It's playing at the Mayfair a few blocks away. Rudy called earlier asking if I wanted to come into the city and see it. He's supposed to check the showtimes and call me back.
Because of the nap I took early last night, I ended up being still wide awake at 6am. I watched the sun come up and then went to sleep. I felt that rush just before drifting off though, so I must've been fighting sleep at least a little bit. The sunruse was beautiful. I should've gone outside to see it. I woke up around 2pm, ate cereal and stayed in bed. My usual weekend routine. My room's cold. The radiator still isn't working right. Mark keeps saying he'll get the Super to check on it but it hasn't happened yet. It doesn't bother me that much but I don't want Tera and Relm to freeze.
Mark's gone for the weekend, I think. His toothbrush is missing. I gave him the rent check last night. It felt so good. Next month's rent should be early.
I might see Ross tomorrow. It would be nice. I haven't seen him since that night we had dinner. Things have happened since that night. Confessions. Thinking ... waiting ... more confessions. Confusion. And on my part, a strong feeling of wanting him to kiss me. He says I have a sexy mouth. Everytime I brush my teeth now, I think about what he said and I laugh.