•Monday•
I have no Internet connection and I'm pissed! See ... that's what happens when the bill isn't paid. I'm just .... aaaarrrgghhh! It spazzed out on me this morning and that's when I realized the bill wasn't paid for November ... I think that's it. It can't possibly be from October. Just can't be. I'm just so out of the frickin loop right now. Everything's messed up. *grinds teeth* ... Y'know ... ugh ... I don't even wanna talk about it.
Today wasn't that bad. I dropped by Keri's and made even more changes to the cards I've been working on. These should be the final changes. Final! Let there and went over to Eric's. Hung out there for a while and then went headed over to Husani's. I thought about calling Ross but didn't. Came home soon after that.
This guy told me this morning, "You'll be cold today" when I walked outside my building this morning. I wore a baseball tee and my fleece around my waist.
"I'm sorry?" I didn't really hear what he said.
"You'll be cold later today."
"Uh, no I won't." I smiled and walked away.
Part of me wanted to say, "The hell is it to you, pal?". Another part was like, "The hell was that about?"
Why do people do that to me? The whole world's my mother sometimes. I swear. When I got on the bus, there he was smiling at me. And then what's even weirder is ... he was on the bus home from the city. When I got up to get off, there he was, smiling.
"Hello again."
"Oh .... hi," I smiled and got off the bus.
Tomorrow I'm going to Greenwich. Yay! That was a totally genuine yay. I'm so sarcastic sometimes, I can't even tell the difference anymore. Husani and I joked around when I told him that I might not have a connection when I get home. i told him I'd email him.
So .... I had to call him. Then I called Ross. I find I've grown very used to him somehow. Not dependent. I just really appreciate him. Like Husani and my other couple close friends. We talked for a while. I fixed a sandwich and bitched about not having the 'net in true junkie fashion. Played 'Secret of Mana' until I sorta got bored and started this. There's not much else to do. This ... 'not having a TV' thing is getting to me. I'm really starting to break. I'm much more of a TV junkie and it's a miracle I've made it this far.