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2001-03-24 - 5:11:24 Rambling: Lose You Boldness And Go Back To Lying
Saturday

I finally finished Ricky's site. I finished mine too but I wanted to finished his so I could surprise him in the morning. Times like these are when I feel that sorta rush from staying up and harly blinking. Seriously. My senses seem totally heightened. I am sleepy but for some reason I'm not going to bed. I will in about 5 seconds though. I had a pretty good day. The good thing about fixing up my site is ... it gives me practice. With HTML. With Photoshop. Ok ... I'm totally gonna start rambling if I don't go now.

... I think its like a drug. My senses are heightened but my motor skills are getting bad. I have to keep tying 'backspace' to correct errors. My body gets this surge when I close my eyes for more than the average blink and open them again. It sends this charge through my body and I like it.

I just yawned 5 times.

I promise ... one of these days I'll stay up as long as I can. Days even and make little "No-blink Chronicles. Seriously. See how long I can stay up without caffeine. I don't even drink that much caffeine anyway. Ok ... see I'm doing it again. I'm rambling more than I usually do. I'm usually very honest when I'm like this too. I start saying just what's on my mind.

The only times I used slam my door at my mom was at a moment like this. The only time I'd tell her just what was on my mind. The only time I didn't care. Then I'd put my head on that pillow and I swear ... its the greatest feeling when that happens. When you put your head down and just melt right into the bed pretty much.

Sleep ..... lose the boldness you had. Go back to lying.

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