Boys are stinky. They are. I'm chatting with stinky-boy Jim. The moron I had/have a crush on. The boy will never get it. I sorta wish he didn't message me. Everything's back now that he has.

I read on Gay.com about an 'all-gay' channel. Just what we need *rolls eyes*. When are people going to realize that being a 'minority' (not that gays will EVER be small in numbers) doesn't mean you need your own cable TV channel. I like variety. I see no fun in watching an 'all-gay' channel. And I am gay! Just like I see no fun in watching an 'all-black' channel (BET). And I am black! I don't see the need to separate yourself from others. Same thing with Lifetime Television. I mean ... they have good shows and stuff. But you can only watch movies about rape so many times. I'm sorry. But that's why there are other channels.

For some reason though ... I see an 'all-gay' channel ridiculous. I mean ... Will & Grace is on NBC dagnabit! And Queer As Folk (never got that title) is on Showtime. Plus you have other shows on other channels.

I like men. I like kissing them. I like touching them. I like them kissing me. I like them touching me. Could I be around men all the time with no women? No! Would I want that? No! 'Course not! Guys drive me nuts as it is.

I also like chocolate cake. I like chocolate cake with chocolate frosting. I like looking at chocolate cake before stuffing it in my mouth. Could I eat nothing but chocolate cake? No! Would I? No!

Pride is one thing but ... I dunno. Like the way some guys behave when you talk about how cool a girl is ... or how pretty she is. "Eeeww! Fish!" is usually the response. "I don't do fish!"

Um ... ok. I'm sure 'fish' wouldn't do you either. I mean ... shut up. This so-called 'intolerance' for 'breeders' is the same sort of intolerance you experience. Comments like that are stupid. I know when a woman is attractive. I may not be sexually attracted to her ... but I know she's sexy. And ... since I wont try to get her in bed ... by view would probably be a little more honest. It's like puppies. You know when puppies are cute. Doesn't mean you'd sleep with it ... but you know the damn thing is cute. Would you go "Eeew! Puppies! I don't do puppies?" ... No.

I just find the 'sectioning off' kinda stupid when people love preaching about how much the world should come together. If they had an 'all-white' channel (WET ... I guess hehe) ... it would be stupid. People would probably be pissed off. Just like an 'all straight' channel. I mean ... really ... what's the point? Gay people watch more TV than straight people? How many times can you watch Will & Grace? I love that show. Love it ... but damn. And what a lot of gay men fail to realize ... is ... there are gay women. It's not a club just for boys. Girls join too. Will you cover your eyes during the lesbian shows? Chant "Eeeewww ... fish"? Should be interesting.

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Stinky-boy Jim gave me his number and said to call him when I'm in White Plains on Tuesday. Blah. He's the kind of guy you want to be dramatic with. Like grabbing him by the shirt collar and yelling "I have a crush on you! Can't you see that, moron!!??!"