Blah.

I feel a really crappy day coming on. It's after 10 and I'm sitting here at the Kinko's on 34 and Madison with nothing but a Nutri-grain bar and some juice in my stomach. I'm supposed to be going up to White Plains today. And I'd be there right now ... buuuut ... Richie never picked up his friggin cell phone yesterday when I called him like every 5 minutes. There's no way I'm going up there and he's not there and the door's not open or something. He's like the hardest guy to track down. I have my theories about that but I'm not going there.

Tonight the guys from the Jersey chatroom are hanging out. And of course I'm not going. If they had it in the city it'd be so much better but nooooo ... they have to go to the same place out in the boondocks. I have no ride and I'm not about to blowjob my way out there, thanks.

*sigh* I need a social life. I'm gonna start making up places to go. Problem is ... going out means spending money and I just don't have it right now. It's like 8 bucks on transportation alone. I have to pay $1.75 each way on the buses from Jersey and New York ... and 4 bucks for my Metrocard. That's like the only bargin cuz I can use it all night up until like 3 am. If Jersey had stuff to do I wouldn't end up spending so much but there's nothing nearby. You have to drive everywhere.

Blah!