•Sunday•That sense of impending doom is back. Right in the pit of my stomach. Tomorrow I plan on talking to Norm. Telling her that I can't deal with this much dependency anymore. I hate any sort of confrontation so that may be the reason I have this feeling right now.
I avoid. A lot.
But there's also a boiling point and I feel I've reached it. The weird thing is, I would talk to her and it would go ok. But I don't think anything would change. Because I've done it before. I've sat down and talked to her about how much it upsets me to keep asking for money. Actually, I might wait until Tuesday to talk to her. I could discuss it when Richie's there.