Its so easy. So incredibly easy .... to just fall back into a routine. And everything that happened before doesn't count. Doesn't count and just doesn't seem to even matter. It's Thursday. Thursday means? .... I'm at Kinko's. Sitting in the same spot I sit in every time I come here. Looking through the window at the people outside at the intersection. Listening to my MP3's play over my headphones. Typing this. Just like my Tuesdays and Thursdays before.

I wanna get new contacts today. I dropped by the Sterling Optical near here before coming to Kinko's. I can't find my prescription though and they need it. It's weird though ... I mean so what if I don't even wear contacts? It's not their business if I wanna go totally blind or not. I just don't feel like going into the city wearing glasses again. I also really wanna carry my blades this time. Although ... I know myself enough and I probably wouldn't even blade at all.