I feel kinda lousy. That cold that I thought I was over? Still here. My nose is all runny right now and I just feel .... sick. I'm not tired but I'm going to sleep in a while. Beside feeling sick ... I dunno ... I feel sorta sad for some reason. No valid reason to be. Just .... am

So to make my weird evening of having guys from the past message me ... Victor joined in on the fun. We chatted for a while. Telling me about work and stuff. Most of my replies were "cool" ... with the radical twist of ... "that's cool" every now and then. It's not that I was bored with him. I was already feeling shitty from this cold.

As for Joey earlier ... we talked for like 5 minutes with a whole lot of ... "... So..." in between. I still care about the guy ... but there's nothing there. He asked if I'm seeing anyone. Asked when my roommate would be out. I guess my line should've been, "Ooooh Joey. Mark's gone for the weekend. How 'bout coming over and getting naked, you stud? You make me sooooo hot ...*squeal* ... mmmmm."