Today wasn't bad. For a Monday. I liked today actually. After pulling out of the dream and rushing to answer the ringing phone that filtered in ... I found myself in a panic because I had no idea what time it was. No idea what the time was and I knew I had stuff to get done. We have no clocks in the house. We're weird. Turns out it was only about 9:40. I wrote my last entry while eating breakfast. Showered and made all the calls I needed to make. People still don't get that I live in Jersey and it's long distance even though the City's just across the river. They don't return my calls ... so I end up calling more than a couple times.

I spent most of the day listening to music and working on some code for a site I did a while back that's still not up. It should be up during the week. At least I hope so. I worked a little on a pageI'm helping Eric with. Then the rest going through pictures of the models for some fitness cards I have to work on. Brye sent me a card which I thought was really sweet of him. Steve sent me an email. He's someone I'm really glad I know. He just has a nice way of sending these emails with just what I need .... just when I need them. Another friend of mine, Ross is the same way. I've met some really nice people through my diary and I'm very happy.

Because I was getting so much done, today ... I was in this great mood. I like when I'm getting a lot of work done. And doing it at my pace. Although I love the thrill of waiting till the last minute .... being on top of things is nice too. And today, I was on top of everything. Oh ... I also got an email from my very good friend, Edi in Canada. I hadn't heard from him in a while. I love that boy. Seriously. We're just so much a like sometimes and yet ... so different. He's the kind of person I know we'd have the same relationship in person as we do online. His email sorta perked me up too. We've gone through a good bit together. He said it best in his email: "We grow stronger through bad times together."

So ... yah. Today was pretty good.

Until an AIM window popped up from Aaron. I didn't know what to do ... so I just froze ... and then closed the window. Then froze again and started to feel myself slipping. Funny how in one instant ... something could bring you down. It didn't though. I didn't let it. I know I need to deal with it .... just not right now. I will though. I promise. Plus at that time, Tori Amos was being intravenously fed to me through my headphones.

I wanted to get my laundry done tonight but I don't have enough quarters. So stupid that they don't have a change machine downstairs. I'll have to do it tomorrow. I doubt I'll go into the city. I have no real reason to. I'll finish working on stuff for Keri at home. I don't need to go in. I'm psyched about the whole project and I need the money so I know I'll get it done. I took this test yesterday and the analysis said the same thing. That I work twice as hard in projects I believe in. And I believe in this one. Plus it's making me do things I've never done before and forcing me to learn new things about Photoshop and Illustrator. I like that.

I have to get a subway tee for Ten's birthday. I was gonna get her something off her wishlist but then I know that she was asking me about subway shirts months ago. I was going to try and get her one anyway but now I have a better reason. She wants one with the (A) train. It's weird cuz I've always wanted a subway shirt but could never seem to get around to buying one. So I guess I can selfishly use Ten's quest as my own. I love that girl. Funny how we can get so attached to certain people online.