*whispers* ... Ever had an orgasm that was so intense you felt like your body would explode? I mean ... sometimes you feel like that when you're horny but what about when you actually come? It happened to me a while ago and my knees are still weak. I mean .... blissful-weak in the knees-need to catch your breath-just wanna drink a gallon of cold water too cool down-then drag your ass to bed and drift off to sleep-while your knees recover-type of orgasm. Hell ... I think my body's still shaking.

Now .... it might be a little sad that I was completely alone when it happened hehe. It was just so intense though. I haven't ograsmed like that in ... *thinks back* ... probably since .... that one time ... *stupid grin on his face*. And to think that guy was a nerf in highschool ... *shakes his head* ... Anyway ... I had to pretty much crawl back to the shower. I dunno if it was the shower that put me in the mood or what. I don't masturbate everyday like a lot of guys I know. I don't know how they even manage that. And don't tell me "they eat their Wheaties". I could masturbate once every 3 weeks and be totally fine.

I tell people sometimes that when its getting close to a full moon ... I get really really horny. They think I'm crazy. Maybe I am hehe. I'm serious though. I mean ... when I say once every 3 weeks ... its not that I don't get horny at all. I do. I'm just either ... busy ... or just lazy. I have to be totally in the mood to masturbate. Just being horny isn't enough.

Tonight I was. I came out of the shower and started drying off. I like to sorta air-dry sometimes. I usually take pretty hot showers so I'm really thirsty after. I was tonight so I walked in the kitchen barely keeping my towel up and drank the last of my apple juice right from the bottle. I honestly don't remember exactly what thoughts triggered me but before I knew it ... I was biting my bottom lip and staring up at the ceiling. Then eyes closed. Random thoughts of skin fluttering through my mind. Then eyes barely open. Then my chest heaving faster. My back automatically arching. Fingers roaming my body. And then ...... wow.

That wave. That sonic wave that just washes right over you. Forcing your ankles and throw you feet straight forward. Almost as if you're rejecting that feeling. The warmth. You feel it all over your body. Your toes. Knees. Fingertips. The base of your spin. Your shoulders. It just washes all over you. All over. Your eyes open in new awareness and yet they quickly fall tired. Licking your lips and then biting down a little on the bottom one. Gently biting harder to make it last longer. Just a little longer.