Sometimes I wonder why Rudy and I are friends. I don't know why but I was just thinking about that. I think that about Husani too but at least we have the tech thing in common. But ... Rudy. Rudy and I are so different. He has style, charm, friends. I envy him sometimes.

The weather is my accessory bitch today. It's all cloudy and just ... blah. And that's just how I feel. I didn't get the cards done for Keri. The files are big and my laptop doesn't have a lot of RAM ... so everything takes forever. I have to keep saving all the time too so i don't lose my work in a crash. I'm supposed to do 15 fitness cards. I did 3 mockups ages ago. She loved them. I got 3 real ones out of the 15 done between last night and this morning. I went to sleep around 3, my alarm went off at 7. I already know she's going to be upset that I didn't email her copies. I dropped by her office around 10:30. I told her I would as we left her office last night. She was in a meeting when I got there today.

I feel totally off-balance today. Walking into things. People. Tripping over stuff. Like a total klutz. I felt like that yesterday ... but more so now. Everything's going slow today except time. Traffic into the city was hell. Now I'm on the train to White Plains and it's taking forever to get there.